the problem with this arrangement is...

1) girls suck
2) boys don't
3) unless they have a girlfriend/other shit, in which case, they suck
4) gay boys are not very thick on the ground
5) attempting to find close friends?

THE SUCK.

I was going to wait 'til the end of the world

not particularly impressed with anything as of late, and kind of freaking about the twenty million things or more. holidays in about four more days, and I'm about ready to collapse. things are distant/weird with C, maybe I left it a little long to call him, but to be fair, he had my number too. I just feel... vaguely abandoned. by everyone.

a hug would be nice, world, kay? a hug, maybe a week off and my mummy back :(


in lieu of socializing/ real human contact / productivity I've been e-shopping. bought a kabuki brush, Guerlain lipschtick and some NARS blush (torriddddddddddd) sigh.