Wednesday, May 14, 2008

lying still doesn't ease the weight

I need to stop messaging people who don't message me. Namely: K, C & L. It would be easier if I didn't see stuff/people that reminded me of K, stopped missing C and whined to A instead of L. Sometimes I just want to smack myself, god knows my mother might be right about this one thing. Well.

Methods SAC today, went well even by my standards. When you're left bemoaning the lack of 'where 'c' is a constant' where others didn't finish the paper, it's a nice feeling. I will, of course, be punished for this on another section I'm sure, tomorrow.

Seeing P on Sunday for IKEA breakfast (so hokey it's good) and a State Lib session, told C yesterday and he was all faux-betrayed. *does* seem strange in a way not to be throwing water around the corner table and trying not to get it on the revs books, but maybe a good thing?

I'm getting better, I think. A bit more in control. I'm getting back into my headspace and I want to start submitting stuff around and writing more and getting shit published, so that's awesome. Really.

Formal was nice :)

(hehehe 'Miss Individual' :D)

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