...somehow it manages to navigate in spite of it all.
this teenage angst thing is highly unimpressive. it needs to be gotten over. I don't want to be the girl bleating in the corner 'why don't people like me as much as I like them?'
simple. I am a douchebag who rarely makes time for others.
I need to get over myself. today I had a wild moment. a footloose, fancy-free moment where I contemplated getting out of bed and takin' everythang. to fly a little bit inside and to do something real because my god for one minute I felt cold, hard and fearless. maybe a little more than a minute.
I don't know what I am to do with myself. chess captain is hardly a position one goes for when one has just spent the last year ridding herself of the last vestiges. who am I kidding? no, really. it's not going to go away, because just like every other thing in my life, I'm not over it.
...and to boot, I can't find the Russian resources on the school server, I forgot the link to StudyWiz, I have no decent fiction & I can't relax.
sigh.
just get over yourself, girlie. just do it.
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