Thursday, November 20, 2008

I guess I wanna know when these ashes'll blow away

Did some cleaning out today, was kinda brutal on myself. Most of it was chucked, but I kept one box. I figure the stuff in that box is pretty important. Took a look through all of my old journals - I sporadically keep paper journals now, used to love keeping them as a teenager. I was a bit of an airhead, really, but I can laugh at that. There are a couple of things that I can't laugh at - some that I still want to shed a tear over (my god darling, you are so stupid so stupid so stupid it hurts). Irony and serendipity had them a little party together, someone asked about the Regent.

The downfall of an empire, hah. What a ... I don't have the words.

Aside from today's surprising little barb - life has been good to me. Today was strange, a little flashy, an astonishing kind of sadness. I guess there is not much I can really do about that, is there? No, no. Nothing. Work is progressing, currently waiting for my manager to give me a damn call already so I can get some shifts. I do jigsaws again, and line my eyes a lot with flashy colours.

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