this is how we learn?

REASONS WHY I AM DATING A (RELATIVE) SAINT:

- he claims to adore me
- he does stuff to the effect of statement 1)
- he doesn't hate on me for dissing some of his friends :P
- he was all stoic & shit about C but didn't say anything
- wait, yeah, he did, I just didn't pay enough attention to it and didn't take it seriously enough
- he's STILL apologizing more than I am.
- he spent about an hour yesterday trying to convince his mother that I am not, in fact, a slutpuppy. LAKSJDFLKDSJFLADSJFKASJDF.
- he didn't dump me over the shit that went down last night, and probably won't.
- he's still throwing a thing for me Sunday & having dinner with my lot
- he still claims to adore me.

aldskfjasdkjfsladkfj;sadfj how do I get myself INTO this kind of crap?!

Saturday plans have been changed. A & I are doing a girly night out, C has been instructed to cancel. my grandparents are here to stay, god, they'll meet the Boy. no more library sessions with C, it just causes way too much fuss... sigh.

it would just be easier to NOT have a birthday kthnx.

xx